Then consecutive weekends I had similar things happen which made me realise that I needed a swift kick up the arse and to start living for myself again. It is time to move on, grow up a little bit and live life to its absolute fullest. Time to stop worrying about pleasing everybody, about keeping peace just for the sake of it, about making sure that everyone is happy but me and that it is ok to move on.
So from now on I pledge to spend time with people that make me happy, to do things for myself, to be healthy, to smile and most of all live my life to its absolute fullest, because as someone reminded me just recently you only live once!
Melancholy post over.
Sorry about that!